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| Saturday, November 11, 2006 |
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i know i told jianyang that i'll stop being emo.
but then agn, now. just let me be.
i cant be blogging about happy cheery stuff 24/7. cos beneath that facade, thats not all im feeling all the time.
and to spare you from reading all the sappy stuff, im gonna write it all in one paragraph, so its easier to skip the whole chunk. yep. so erm. just ignore the following para. its really pure whining.
its astonishing how i keep hearing stuff i dont want to over and over agn. i try to inscribe the word trust each time, but then it happens agn. and im all screwed and messed up agn.
and then i confide in my sweethearts, where its all bright one day but gloomy the next.
but im thankful realisation finally hit me that day when someone told me i cannot believe anyone but myself. i know that sounds pretty cynical cos i am still gonna believe my friends. but the pt's that ive a mind of my own. a set of my own thinkings. mine. so as much as i hear and listen, ultimately, i got to think for myself. i have to. i need to.
that aside, its perhaps really true that appearances're deceiving. i think i know certain pple, but then, think agn and i realised i dont. its merely a show put up. i guess maybe its just natural, that as we grow up, we can't bare our souls to everyone, anyone. it becomes a necessity to put up this front. a different front for a diff grp of people. nicely put, its called PR skills. but i prefer it more blatantly- politics, which i seriously need to learn a lil. cos at the rate im going, im prob gonna end up trusting the wrong pple, blabbering the wrong stuff, offending random pple and ending up in some deep shit. but right now, im just glad ive my group of friends whom i can trust, be in comfort, and live it back in those pure innocent happy days.
-rahhhh.
okay, enough of being emo.
on a happier note, sleepover yest was double the fun. double the love:)
hahah and with the all the ice cream, snacks and supper, double the FATS.
but we're loving it. teehee:)
the cranks:DD
taken on a MILO TIN. haha. there you see in our hands' our SUPPER:))))
oh and starting from today, new york new york's gonna register as one of my favourie hangouts.
yummy food. awfully awfully sinful desserts.free cotton candy. comfy couches. REALLY friendly waitresses. what more to expect?:)
but of course, what topped it off best was DUH. the company:)
LOVEEE:D
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